im so tired.LOL.

just got back from sch just about an hr ago, had trials for the freshies.

went very smoothly with coach, and i'm glad this year's intake seem quite enthu about everything.
it was fun talkin to the rest on the train ride home, lol. the joke about me asking you hui, "eh where you live ah" 4 times will be used against me whenever possible!
lol i had no idea that i asked so many times leh, i was too tired and spaced out already.
yawn.

oh, and i had the sweetest dream last night. i didn't know whether to smile or cry when i woke up really. but still, it was very good.
dreamt that we just talked and stuff, shall not elaborate, LOL.

i realised some people go into relationships for physical intimacy, i guess it's up to the other party whether he/she should succumb to the other's demands.
i heard about my fren calling this girl a slut, because she two-timed his fren, whom the girl also slept with. does two-timing deserve to be branded a slut?
he even said she sleeps around,without evidence of course, just cos she two-timed his fren doesn necessarily mean she slept with the other guy right?
i think it's ridiculous to actually put ppl down for this kind of behaviour. and i think it's wrong for that girl's then bf to tell all his frens that they slept together.
hm, so when a girl steps into 2 boats, she's a slut.
but when a guy actually does sleep around, nobody gives a shit? sometimes i feel that some guys are even proud to be deemed playboys, and they broadcast their sexcapades around, even when the girl is their fren's fren or something.
what's happening in this world nowadays.

oh, and i just remembered this incident which happened long long time ago.
some guy who was pissed that we broke up went to tell his friends that we slept together and stuff, revenge larh that kinda shit. which is absolutely not true.
oh, and the worst thing was when he broadcasted on some main channel in IRC about the girl he likes who was ignoring him bcos he slept with me? that's crap, really.

haha. and he backstabbed me like dunno how many times la.
and then now he denies everything, every single thing. he claims he never did them or that he forgot about it. how utterly convenient.
and when ppl lie, gosh. i can see right through them.
sadly.

oh but wait! i know alot of really nice guys out there too.
as in, really really nice, good bf material kinda guy.
alot of girls would retort back, "where got la"
i say to them, "just open ur eyes a bit more, you will see it."
a lot of good-looking guys are big-time flirts, so please don't consider looks as a huge factor.
unless he's a SNAG and a good-looking one at that, well, that's great! lol.

i like to feel appreciated, and i like to feel that i matter a lot to him.
i like guys with a sense of humour, sarcastic and dry humour is the best, and the chemistry must be evident. felt by both parties.
i loike. :)

shit, i'm thinkin about u again!